Another rough day

We learned more about the furloughs today, and while they hope to bring people back as soon as they can, a number of people who matter to me are affected, including one good friend. I understand that companies have limited choices when faced with a crisis, and that sometimes things…

Capitalism is the worst

A number of people I know were furloughed today. The duration is unknown. My wife and I have somewhat more 'essential' jobs, but it still could have happened to us instead of our friends, and for all we know it still might. I find this all extremely upsetting. I understand…

What day is it?

Time has pretty much lost all meaning at this point. The kids have made sure that neither my wife nor I get very much sleep, and days are bleeding into one another. I really thought today was Thursday for most of the day (it is not, it's Wednesday.)   It is…

No school

The governor announced today that school won't be back in session this year. I think it was the right decision, in fact I wish he had made the decision earlier, but it is still a gut-punch. We haven't talked to the kids about it yet, but we also hadn't talked…

Compassion

I got an email from my daughter's dance studio today. They are struggling - they've been offering classes over Zoom which we've participated in as much as possible, but apparently a lot of people are pulling their kids out of the school and the studio seems like it might be…

Shiva

We did a virtual shiva for my grandmother today. It was nice to see all the people who cared for her, and for us. What was kind-of amazing is that we were able to get people from all over the country on a Zoom call together. It's a small blessing…

Old friends

I had two really good calls today with old friends to whom I don't talk nearly enough. One I see with some frequency, the other I haven't seen in many years - I was actually so surprised when he answered the phone that I wondered if I had the wrong…

Just so tired

I am exhausted. Mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted. Mercifully it's the end of the week, which at least means I don't need to think about work for a couple of days; nevertheless the household work and managing two increasingly-feral children goes on unabated. What I really want is to take a…